why does the cat stare? you turn your head away from it and start walking towards the direction where the voice is coming from.
suddenly, there are stores. you need to buy shoes.
they are offering salad made of grass.
outside, it rains chickens. the hammer in your hand will protect you from their beaks.
suddenly, there are stores. you need to buy shoes.
they are offering salad made of grass.
outside, it rains chickens. the hammer in your hand will protect you from their beaks.
Winter Dream Meaning
September 15, 2009Due to certain things today, I came to realize what my winter dream means:
- A Perpetual Winter: A fixation, a stagnant point. Being in it or finding comfort in it may make me lose track of time and be stuck in it forever. This frozen place or frozen point represents the attempt to preserve something, which may still spoil later on because of its oldness or because it has frozen beyond recognition.
- Many women: All aspects of me. They all look alike even if they seem to be different from each other because they are my different aspects, my different points of view. They all look beautiful and glamorous and satisfied because that is how I perceive myself to be at this point, or especially at the point when I had my dream.
- Cotton purple dresses: Despite the snow, my selves wore thin cotton dresses, showing that they have gotten used to the cold and do not mind it at all. The color purple represents royalty, being a queen in my own world, in my own queendom. Wearing such a supposedly uncomfortable dress in the cold shows my current state of being satisfied being in that freezing point, that unmoving phase. Wearing such a dress means I may have taken the winter place as my home, at least that’s what I think of it. The one behind me wearing pink arm warmers which still leave the shoulders exposed is my self that think I am aware of the realities and I have enough realistic protection, when in fact, the pink warmers are just something to show people that I am not taking anything for granted, when in fact I am still not quite seeing things.
- Shades: In connection to the previous point, my selves wore shades because we believe we needed protection from the sun, that we might hurt our eyes despite the constant snowing, not realizing that the sun is looking us in the face even if we don’t see it. Well, the shades are my rationalizations. My refusal to see how bleak this phase is. How odd I all look in the snow in sleeveless cotton dresses.
- Umbrellas: In addition to the shades, I carried umbrellas. These protect my selves from the continuous falliing of snow, hence, the prolonging of my ability, or our abilities, to stay under the snow, surrounded by snow.
Now, this snowy phase or this snowy world I live in must be thawed. It can’t be winter forever. It must make way for spring and other seasons. But first it must be thawed.
Prior to finding myself in that winter place, there was a chaotic part where someone was on his way to that place but I will spare the details. But I guess the dream is also telling me that before someone can actually enter the place or join a community of people who are apparently my selves, the seasons will have to normalize. And it will all start with the thawing.
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