Fragments: Possible Meanings

This is in reference to the previous entry. Here are some elements which I found that currently make sense to me:

• The Color Yellow : Tells me that right now, I have the inability to make a decision about something. Yestrday, my horoscope told me that I have to make a decision or choose a path already. And right now, I am having quite a difficulty with this. I will need to consult my runes. I just wonder why it was Mr. Perfect Skin wore the color yellow. I have no idea what he represents. I’ve had recurring dreams before of going after him when I have no interest in him whatsoever. 
• Buddha: The need to find peace within myself. I guess this is one thing I need to find within me right now. It’s not that I am not at peace, but lately I have been in a kind of anxious phase. I sort of feel myself fully shifting into a new way of life, and I am uncertain about being fully into it. I guess I am with Ururu-chan because she has a certain calmness around her that is totally free of angst and resentment and hatred. And I guess I wish for that in myself. 
• Magic: Magic being performed may require me to see things in an unusual way, perhaps in a way that may not occur to anyone as readily acceptable, because that could be the way for me to move forward. Again, it’s about moving forward a path. I guess I really have to take action on something or put my foot down. 
• New House: My parents were looking at the house for sale because we were considering moving into it. A house in general represents your own identity, and so a new one may tell you that you are taking on a new identity, with new points of view and new ways of thinking. This could be why there seems to be a struggle within me - a part that is holding me back and keeping me from making a decision, vs. the part that wants to move forward as a new person. 
• A baby signifies new beginnings, possibly a way of life, or a new chapter of life. It seems I need to decide to start with this new phase.